Thursday, 28 May 2009
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Welcome back to the Sunny Island!
I am officially back in Singapore.
being blessed with good food and awesome company from friends and family
yet i felt some part of my heart remains in the states.
not because I choose to adopt a whole new identity
but rather I am left with a state of confusion and anxiety in this brand new environment
dealing with water retention is no fun!!!
my only option is to READAPT!
I think what sucks the most is...
I realise that my feelings for you become even more real
I wouldot want to admit that I have feelings that is beyond something called friendship for you
why?
its simple--- I am afraid
it is a nice and warm feeling thinking about you; what makes it sucks then?
the feelings of facing my own fears make this whole thing sucks.
living in self-denial makes me long for you even more as each day passes.
i am drawn towards that feeling yet I detest it the same time.
i am becoming more freaky
because i dont know what it is better...
but only to trust God to make everything beautiful in His time.
i miss you.
i really do.
even when you are beside me I still miss you.
Daddy Daddy Daddy God!
You hear my cry and frustrations.
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